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Thanks

I appreciate everyone's words of support. I really do. But no matter what sort of pep talking people do, it doesn't change the following:

- Every time I have to answer my work phone, I have to let it ring three or four times so I can clear my throat and blow my nose and try not to sound like I've been crying for an hour.

- I feel like throwing up. All the time.

- I'd rather be just about anywhere but in my office.

- 9 hours is a horribly long time to be somewhere you don't want to be.

- My therapy session isn't until Friday. But I need her now.

- Life is feeling pretty pointless at the moment.

Comments

Jenni said…
Thinking of you...
Brianne said…
Is there something you can focus on that makes you happy? Or are you swamped? Because when I have felt like that, the best thing for me to do is escape in any way I can. Like... with music, or photos, or what have you. Just a thought. Hang in there! You can do it!
Anonymous said…
I'm sorry.
Anonymous said…
Amy, when the world gave me more than my fair share of absolute CRAP, I focused on Jackson (but I also crawled under the covers when I felt like it). I pray that God will give you peace, light, strength, and focus.

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